just using this solely as a diary — slowly deleting my reblogs so I can just look back on what I wrote / posted.

hi, it’s been awhile.

In my fucking feels.

my boyfriend is so freaking cute and hot and ugh i die every time. that is all. 

for the first time in my life, i’ve experienced how it feels to make love and it is one of the most beautiful things. i’ve never felt so intimate with someone with still having every piece of clothing on. the way he looks at me just boggles my mind. I still cannot comprehend that he feels this certain way about me. i hope he doesn’t get sick of me. i am crazy in love with him. 

it makes me really happy that my boyfriend wants to take me to the airport tomorrow. I’m such a big baby and I’m going to miss him like crazy even though it’s only six days.

happy & in love.

Christmas is literally in less than a week and I haven’t bought a gift for my boyfriend yet :-/